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Date: December 9, 2022
It wasn’t about just doing enough to pass the exam. It was how my entire life I put 200% effort into everything, but for what? When everyone else gets by on doing the bare minimum, never caring, never trying, yet we are raised and told and even beaten into always doing our best or we will never be successful or happy – and here I am experiencing the exact opposite. I felt disappointment in myself because i delayed this exam so long because i wanted to make sure i could get a high score, not even perfect, but high enough to reflect my effort and naked work – not just one point above failing.
I dont want him to feel pain. I dont want to feel pain either. I want to UNDERSTAND how I could feel so much after he needed to work so hot to get me to his level of emotional intensity, and then suddenly he acts like he feels nothing. It’s hurtful that people are okay with hurting me.
The only way I feel able to get over this is to find reasons to hate him. To assume the worst and believe that i’m the trash that deserved to be thrown out, that i deserved to be used and deceived and lied to and wasn’t good enough for him and that i’ll never be good enough for anyone.
personally, this would not be an issue because i would already be gone. i despise the manipulative crying.
Admittedly, he didn’t go into specifics at first and didn’t have much of a chance, because i was ranting at him. I assumed he was in a “wait room” if there is such a place in a brothel and it wasn’t until I specifically asked where he was that he told me that he went in with his mate. So I said ok – your mate has paid for the both of you? But in fact you paid and he is going to pay you back? And he said he assumes his mate paid (with borrowed funds) for both but his mate is a regular and spends a lot of money there that maybe he didn’t have to pay for him.
But yeah, what was the purpose of going in? Was my partner just going to shut his eyes and pray to the lord?
Is this Bike as is Bicycle or Bike as in Motorbike? One is attempted murder, the other just wants to see you get hurt. Either way this doesn't sound like a healthy relationship
she thought i was cheating ( i wasnt and proved myself)
My ex used to always say that if I ever cheat on him I'll be thrown out on to the streets… guess which one of us ACTUALLY cheated? Yep, he did. I've not read many other comments but I'm sure others have pointed out that it's usually the one who accuses that has something to hide. If you've got some friends or family you can stay with maybe go “visit” for a few days and take that time to remove any rose-tinted glasses and really evaluate your relationship.
Look up blame shifting and gaslighting, she, correctly, sees you as a chump. She's cheated before you, cheated with you and you then went and had sex with her AFTER she fucked someone else. Condoms used by her other boyfriend? Probably a big nope. Condoms used by her current chump? Probably nope.
You've been had, she'll do it again. Grow a pair or have fun with that.
Probably to be the first to tell OP so she can spin it. She's probably afraid of him finding out from someone else. Friends, family, her ex?
She is manipulating you whether intentional or not. It won’t get better, only worse until she gets therapy. GTFO while you still can.
Are you saying men are incapable of controlling themselves?
Yeah I agree…. It’s like… we would both be happier if lube was more accepted. We all know the corn stars they love so much use gallons of it… I have an inside view of the industry and let’s say … one 32 oz bottle a week?
She can be nice and not be a push over. She can be kind and not allow people to continue to take advantage of her. She is a people pleaser, it’s already too much now.
Girl needs a reality check
The simple answer is communicate how you feel to him. I know it sounds easier said than done but the reality is nothing is going to change unless you tell him how you feel, for all you know he could be completely oblivious to his actions right now (not saying that’s okay) and, yeah, you shouldn’t have to spell it out to him but if it means it will improve your relationship then do it.
If you’re worried about telling him or about how he will react, then clearly there’s a deeper issue. You should be comfortable discussing issues between you two as that means you’re in a healthy relationship or that you’re both keen to strive for one.
He is older than you. Please just take care of yourself.
Small things like what?
Just let it go. Move on with your life. He has opinions on those guys and they've permanently cast a shadow on you, in his view.
It is what it is. Maybe you two can be friends again one day, but I wouldnt push it now.
Yes. If you’re still together in a couple of years and you feel certain. She is only 20. There is no rush, you know? ❣️
Are you really asking what to do? You need to leave, get back to therapy and get stronger and then leave because if you don't he may leave you in the future, therefore wasting your time or you could have an unhappy future with this person who doesn't respect you, who resents you.. what kind of love life is that?
The doctor recommended the wheelchair. Going to a pain management clinic is her next step. She receives disability payments albeit not a lot, especially with the cost of some of her pain medication. Another surgery is not possible, as we were told by her last specialist; higher risk of causing severe nerve damage with a small chance of actually improving her pain. She's been receiving physical therapy all this time, and going to a pain management clinic was the last suggestion made by her most recent doctor appointment
Stress makes a huge difference, for example I personally can squirt but only when I’m In a good head space and are in an emotionally zen spot in life. When I am stressed with what ever reason it is not happening not matter what is being tried in the bedroom. For some women emotions can tie into our sexual release. If she is over thinking it to that degree it may be having an impact and not necessarily with what you are or are not doing. The important thing is communicating in a relationship and paitence. Especially if you both are new to intimacy. It’s takes a while to know exactly what your body wants to achieve an organism
Why would you want to be with someone who is saying you are stalking them when you feel disrespected ? If you want a healthy relationship start somewhere else or maybe focus on just you. You don’t need someone to make you happy especially someone who doesn’t want anything to do with you. The more you bother him the more he is going to stay away. It’s a blessing in disguise and you don’t even know
At a glance… Your ther posts suggest that he's shitty boyfriend…. And he can't keep his money separate from his mom's makes him financially irresponsible.
Sounds like your next update calls for a boyfriend upgrade. ?
No YOU did not embarrass her, SHE embarrassed herself by trying to come on to her best friends boyfriend. And she should be ashamed of herself and embarrassed. While you are evaluating her, imagine what she would have done had your boyfriend been sleazy enough to go for her? I think you know what she would do, and with friends like that, who needs enemies?
Tell him you have endometriosis.
Talk with her … I know where you are – my wife was afraid of the kids of the neighbors.
You problem is not just a lack of sex but a lack of open and honest communication about how you look at each other, your expectations, your behavior, daily improvement and follow up.
If you do not communicate you do not improve.
Te point is to get some rules for open, honest, tolerant and kind communication established and start SMALL to build up trust. Then when you have trained communication for some time you can talk about sex ?
It's simple really, if you can't stay with him the way he acts right now you have nothing to lose by confessing you have spied on him. He might break up with, but then again considering his care for privacy he might be also cheating on you anyway. It's not like you can actually know and he sure types with them like he wants to fuck them. So yeah if this is unaccpetable you have nothing to lose.
If it is acceptable, just suck it up.
Okay I may backtrack a little. She's dating a person who basically pays no bills, lives rent free and cheated on her.
I think she is just dating a total loser.
Sorry for calling you a troll OP. Get out of this relationship and don't focus so much on monetary value when it comes to gifts. Good luck out there!
You're 28 years old, and didn't know to get the “my girlfriend is not hungry” special?
That's on you, but let this be a lesson.
not the laugh I was looking for this morning but the one I recieved.. sorry.. also get rid of that waste of space. may your orgasims be great and plenty full.
No.
Don’t let him bully or shame you into stopping. Don’t let him make you feel isolated from your friends.
High probability she's cheating on you mate. Your way too young to be in a miserable marriage. Probably too stubborn to end it though lmao.
Yea but it's not like her son made the video himself to send OP. His ex did. Thats manipulative . He can be missing OP and she can be manipulative all at the same time
Seems like she is projecting.
Time to take a break and reflect about what you want for your life.
You become the person from the people you surround yourself with. Low quality people drag you down.
Is easy attention worth it?
I guess this proves I don’t really love her
I'm amazed how many women have been gaslit into thinking that they need to at least consider the request when their shameless boyfriend/husband/whatever tells them he'd like to start fucking other people. First of all, that's not polyamory, that's just him wanting permission to cheat. Secondly, he's probably already cheating. Thirdly, it doesn't matter if he's already cheating because he clearly WANTS to and you clearly don't so why are you trying to salvage this dumpster fire of a relationship? Even if you manage to put out the fire it's still a dumpster full of charred garbage. What are you trying to save, here?
Ok, well it’s all well and good that people are offering up alternatives, the reality is – he took this video of himself while he is “on a work trip”, in the same clothes, same unique identifiers just a short time before it was sent to you. Do you have 100000% proof he is on a work trip the WHOLE time he’s gone? Maybe he books his hotel for multiple days but really only needs it for work for 1 day, you never know if you’ve never questioned it.
He clearly has done these videos before and he knows when to do them, when he has a hotel room and trip that you don’t have access to and can’t readily catch him doing. If I were you and I don’t care how far I’d have to drive, I’d be showing up to his hotel room tonight, unannounced.
People are sooooo good at deception, he knows what to say to you so that you don’t question him but instead question yourself, that’s a huge red flag and gaslighting at a minimum, if not manipulation and anything else.
When someone’s partner trusts them 1000000%, that is the absolute easiest time to get away with a secret life, cheating, etc
While I do not think you should send a blackmailer money, I’d be more inclined to thoroughly investigate my partner and even consider involving the police on the blackmailer.
Your husband may have even been ok with sending these to someone he thought was a teen – this shit happens ALLLLLL of the time. And if he’s trying to get off with strangers, there’s no saying he isn’t also hiring hookers.
Sorry but just because you hope it’s not so bad, doesn’t mean it isn’t bad. He wants you to think it’s not bad so you go back to trusting him without a doubt, but he’s not been open and honest to you and that’s very clear at this point above all else.
Honestly considering it tbh
NO in the end all we have is ourselves people come and go their is no such thing as the one that’s just a fairy tale
How do I fix it and get my boyfriend to see reason?
So I’m going to try to be nice as one stranger in the internet to another, but I’ve written and rewritten this and it’s the same “advice” that comes to mind.
I was going to say “Do you even want to be married to him? And why? Do you love and trust him? “ but hun, he doesn’t love you. He said so himself. “I am just living with you for the sake of our daughter”. Why would you want to live! with someone who doesn’t care about you!?
Listen to me very carefully, fuck literally everyone else’s opinion, including my own. Nobody else gets to have a say about your relationship. Not your family, not your friends, nobody except you. It’s your life. You’re the one having to online it.
Do not stay together because of your daughter. It’s a fallacy that it’s better for her. It’s not. Having your parents hate each other and having to live! like that messes you up. She deserves both parents to love and care for her with that being their sole focus.
And no matter how you slice this, he is using you to make this easier for him. You deserve more. And you are letting him walk all over you.
Agreed!
It’s mostly my mom that knows since I have to live! with her and she just bullies me about it for no reason
Why don’t you just end it? You obviously don’t care about her.
A girlfriend is actually going to want to spend time with her boyfriend, other than just be there for sex. Sorry, but that's the reality. She did not make you take up an insane workload, plus playing in bands? Perhaps those band gigs are actually a problem? In reality YOU spend little time sitting around the house – while you are studying, working and in bands – you are not at home much. She's probably correct, you don't do as much fun stuff as a couple. You say the program you want to do is not available where you live!, and she doesn't want to move. Honestly, at this point just break up. That's where this long complaint of her not understanding you and your problems is going… right? You are wanting us to confirm that you are awesome (well no not really) and she is unreasonable (again, no not really), so the option is to break up (just go ahead – at this point, free her to move on and find someone else).
Good luck with that studying, working, band thing.
You've been having trouble with your wife over something that is non negotiable, race. Your child can't change his race. Her father can stop being racist but probably won't, especially if your wife continues contact despite his racism.
You obviously love your sons a lot. So please do right by them.
He tried to have sex while you were in the midst of a miscarriage. This guy is trash.
Actually 100% sounds like me haha ಥ_ಥ oh my.. even my period isn't regular Thanks! I don't know where to start to get better; I'm usually a total mess in my head so, do you have any tip for it? I already go to a therapist, what you think could help?
I'm struggling to reconcile how a “die naked feminist” can think women deserve to be assaulted, even if they are in prison.
From one parent to another, get a babysitter. No one feels sexy while covered in baby barf and if she's nursing her breasts are too sensitive to be touched. It takes about six months for the hormones of pregnancy to settle down. It seems you're expecting too much too soon and aren't even accessing the pivotal thing that'll allow you to get your life back, childcare. Go spend a day with your twins then get back to her on how easy it is to deal with two infants.
you're in the wrong relationship if you think that way. Any real advice?
You can always tell by how involved in the comments they get, especially in an innocent or naive tone like they're trying to add lore to their made up scenario.
run
STOP SPAMMING THIS.
He sounds like someone who gets complacent once they think they have you locked down, looks like it may be a pattern for him, maybe yours is not seeing the signs? No judgement there, I went from one abusive relationship to another and my second was worse! Im all about being too understanding to a literal fault
Thanks for the encouragement. I think it it was health related or something that can’t be controlled I’d be perfectly fine with it. The issue I have is with her (wife) not even wanting to TRY sleep retraining
She posts a little paragraph upset and he takes it upon himself to write an entire novel to the internet lol they are literally writing reddit posts like emails to eachother. He sounds immature and defensive. I hope she finds better.
I've been with my partner for over fifteen years and we have a child, I've been on plenty of trips without him for the same reason, I'm self employed and he has limited flexibility, plus we sometimes like to do our own thing. If he'd ever once complained about it I would have left him long ago.
Would sound like a great mother to him. The question is why you are doing so.
Take some worming tablets. You have a parasite.
Already seen this dude, think we’ve established he’s not properly invested in you
She never said it was alone time he wanted. She said she doesn't want to go on his trips. She's making the choice not to go.
And, what makes me “desperate” about anything? We're having a casual discussion. Dint inject emotion into it.
Yes, it’s blatant. Hence why I mentioned it /whoosh
Soo..the bar… is this low. Jesus. How exactly do you see a future with this leach, pardon, man?
You’re dating a child and you’re probably not missing anything, he probably doesn’t know what to do down there anyway lmao
Your past life helped to make you the person you are today, and your BF loves you just the way you are. It's silly to keep dwelling on your previous misfortunes and mistakes. If you don't like the choices you are making, stop blaming them on your past and instead resolve to start making different choices EVERY DAY that will help you create a better, happier, and more authentic life for your present and future. If you think you will need a lot of support and encouragement to transform your thinking and your life, by all means ask for help – from your BF, your family, your close friends, and maybe from a professional therapist if you are seriously stuck in a bad place.
If it drags you down to have to tell your BF a long sad story about your past, then don't. You can be honest and open with him about all the things that matter, without having to reveal anything that is not relevant to your life with him in the present.
you are not treating someone well if you string them along into thinking that you are attracted to them and that you have a future together.
YOU threatening to end YOUR life would.
YOU threatening to end hers… would.
Her playing stupid games makes HER win stupid prizes.
File a report. They will show up at her place to make dure, she us ok.
My thoughts exactly!
So weird, why is he so fixated on his parents when his marriage just got ruined?
I mean further down in the comments he is all like “how my parents will find out my wife cheated”, dude she cheated on you, not your parents. If you need financial support from them, or you will be moving back home right after the confrontation with your wife, than sure, tell them first.
But in any other case, shouldn't this be a conversation between you and your wife without your parents? Or maybe this played a fair part in why she cheated?
well you must be because thats the only thing he wants from you he's told you also your just being foolish if you think he wants to be with you
Do you two not use condoms because he said they irritate his skin? If so have you seen the irritation? Some guys will say anything not to use a condom. They hurt/uncomfortable, I'm allergic, I can't feel anything, etc. So hopefully he didn't just lie so he could go bareback. Anyways, you said he has toys. Is it possible he uses one of those toys for his own butt play? As in he puts a condom on a dildo and puts it up his butt so he doesn't need to clean the dildo after. Just a thought. That's the only excuse I can think of. Except for the main one which is he's cheating or cheated when you two went on break.
Just be you, definitely try to talk to her and put out that it's me, baby, vibe.
Mods need to start removing the horny old men using this sub for creative writing. Either that or strike a deal with Netflix because on the off chance this is real I’d love to see the fallout of someone whoring around like that
If he wants to break up now he will certainly want to break up with the stress of a newborn. I think you have to accept that the relationship is over regardless of what you do. He sounds like he would be a pretty shit partner anyways. Of course you would get emotional discussing an abortion and breaking up. You are only human.
I think you should really look into how much of an emotional toll having a child is.. also, how much stress and work it is as a single parent. I don't think you realize how all encompassing having a child is. You may have a good job but child care isn't cheap and you will need to take time off work to have the baby. Who do you have who will help support you? You can't do it all in your own. Your child will take over your life for the next 18+ years. You really need to be ready to sacrifice.
As a side, an abortion isn't killing a baby.
Red flags ?definitely sit down and discuss this. This is not ok.
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Don’t compromise with someone who refuses to compromise. This is just a preview of what marriage is going to look like with this man. If he’s more concerned about what your name is going to because he wants to know you belong to him, girl run. Besides, having a hyphenated name IS something married couples do. Stand firm and don’t budge.
In his defense he said that he thought I was around 21 – 22 but yeah I still am a little sad he won't be mad atleast I know other ppl would be upset