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Room for online sex video chat Dani_N
Model from: us
Languages: en
Birth Date: 1984-08-08
Body Type: bodyTypeThin
Ethnicity: ethnicityWhite
Hair color: hairColorBlack
Eyes color: eyeColorBrown
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Date: January 6, 2023
Verbal discussion yes, we were exclusive from the first kiss, still are during that “break”.
Concentrating on herself means understanding what are her feelings for me and where does she want to go with me. Like, does she want to build something serious with me.
Yeah I read that part. I genuinely and earnestly think it’s great that you realize what you did wrong, and are working towards becoming better.
I could be wrong, but it sounds like you may be struggling with some self-loathing issues? In your post you posed the question of how a person could possibly keep returning to someone who abused them, and it’s pretty clear that you have identified yourself as one of those abusive people.
The solution isn’t to wallow in what you’ve done wrong in the past. You are taking the steps to be better, and you can do it! You aren’t a villain, you just made some bad decisions. The way to rectify those decisions is by serving those you hurt. Apologize to this guy, and mean it. Ask him what you can do to make it right, and if he asks for space, give it to him. Don’t expect him to forgive you. All you can do is sit with your lesson, minimize damage, make an attempt to fix things, and move on.
You'd obviously benefit from therapy (as would this Dutch guy). Not just to help you cope with your daily stresses but so that you can prioritize your life better and not pin so many hopes on a four month old on-line association. LDRs are naked for people who don't have the issues you have and they can be nearly impossible for “overthinkers”. So find a good therapist and rely more on that person as the repository of your emotional needs. Having penpals is great and on rare occasion the involved parties are actually able to meet in person at some point. Rarer still is that those meetups result in real relationships. This would be especially true when the penpal you're dealing with is a hard mess himself. Focus on getting through school and pressuring your career. Worry less about this you who's clearly got his own problems.