Okay, I should rephrase and say you speak “neutrally” about your friend but negatively about your girlfriend. It's relevant to this situation because if she is amazing in every other way and the person who you see yourself spending your future with, then it's worth working through this. But if there is genuinely not much holding the relationship together, then you might as well break up because you could potentially be ruining a good friendship over a “meh” relationship.
You take classes get a job and talk to a lawyer.
Then see if either of your kids will let you stay while filing for devorce.
Will not be easy to get on your feet
In the long run it will be worth it.
Okay, I should rephrase and say you speak “neutrally” about your friend but negatively about your girlfriend. It's relevant to this situation because if she is amazing in every other way and the person who you see yourself spending your future with, then it's worth working through this. But if there is genuinely not much holding the relationship together, then you might as well break up because you could potentially be ruining a good friendship over a “meh” relationship.