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Date: October 6, 2022
No one cares about a fake holiday
Maybe I need therapy.
I remember being 10 and my mother crying that she’s running out of hospitals to go to because the doctors keep having to tell her she’s contracted another STD. She would cry uncontrollably “do you know the embarrassment I feel, when the doctor knows! I’m having to drive out of the city to neighbouring town hospitals.” I also remember being woken up at night to hear my mom screaming in emotional pain, why her husband treats her this way.
Maybe you need therapy? Sorry OP for all what’s happened it’s very sad, but as a 10 yr old your mother crying to you & telling you about her STD medical issues & screaming through midnights waking you up —- that is all actually abuse of a minor. FOR SURE you need therapy. Who tf would tell even a teenager about that stuff, it’s highly inappropriate.
Sorry your mom & yrself suffered yr father behaving like that, it’s sad. How yr mom dealt with that, was not cool or acceptable at all. Yes, you need therapy – fast – and a lot of it, by the sounds. 'My husband is European and so is my dad therefore == I have trauma and boundaries.’ What even is that?
And yep, you sure messed up, going with them to Nana Plaza and slamming down multiple rot-gut whiskeys – why deliberately torture yourself like that?? It’s really shitty if you don’t even trust your husband not to cheat on you, sounds like a dysfunctional relationship, probably you shouldn’t have got married if you can’t trust him for a one-off sightseeing with his dad at a gogo bar.
And, it’s a bit murky here – in your heading you say ‘how can I get past my jealousy’ and ‘can’t get past my husband smiling at them’ but then use your unresolved unaddressed past traumas as justification, knowing full well that reddit hive-mind will jump on the conservative American gatekeeping ‘pRosTiTutioN bAd’ bandwagon & justify you & call your husband bad things… Just as they’ll likely downvote my opinion on it & call me bad things. If you have trauma around European men, why did you even marry one?
You ought to have gone out somewhere nice with his mom & enjoyed a nice evening with her when husband & father went danged gogo bar. Deliberately going with them to a place you know would give you trauma then slamming down whiskeys shooting green-eyed looks around you was a bad decision & made you feel worse. So yeah, get therapy, asap. I hope you can stop torturing yourself & your husband about this, and have a happy functional loving relationship, or if not, then stop torturing you both & divorce him if you can’ trust him.
Either way you deserve a happy loving life, so go search & find it.
We can’t expect other people to deal with our unresolved unaddressed traumas & cry ‘but my boUnDariEs’ about it. best of luck!