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Date: October 11, 2022
So, you are saying men shouldn’t be trusted, even if you’ve known them for a long time.
That explains some of it but 20kg? Looking at research in weight gain and ssris it looks like it’s a few kgs on average. You have to really smash the food to do 20kgs and care very little about your appearance to not notice or care. Something deeper is going on
She sounds like an alcoholic who needs an ultimatum
There were many times I have felt dismissed by him and disrespected like I wasn’t a priority to him. But when I bring them up and we argue about it he doesn’t apologize and it never gets resolved. And then the cycle repeats. He also drinks a lot and doesn’t even remember some of the conversations or arguments we have, why I’m upset, or even that I was upset at all. So there’s a good amount of built up emotion there.
It feels like it all came to a head and I couldn’t contain my anger at the way I’ve been feeling. I know it is unhealthy and we did break up a couple days ago, but the way he talks to me as if he’s been afraid of me this whole time. I told him I wanted to talk in person to apologize for everything and take full responsibility for my actions, but he was just so hostile and making me out to be an abusive monster that he’s afraid of. I expressed my resentment with rage and I am so ashamed of my behavior in those instances. But I don’t think I am abusive in general, I just haven’t learned to manage my anger as well as I should which is why I plan to work on that.
I get that we should always want people to be safe and happy. Unfortunately parties are not the only place where danger can occur and we can't put them in a cage.
What I recommend is that you two talk and discuss where she is going and ask her if she wants to give you gps access to the phone in case of something horrible or if she just gets drunk and lost. I do this with a close friend. More for them to have a way to find me if I get hurt or go missing.
She doesn't have to do anything but let her know you are worried but respect her decision to go and hopefully she has fun
It takes time. Grieving takes time. Feel all the feels and give yourself some grace. You'll get through this.