Itβs time to talk about all of this with a therapist and not Reddit. I get it. Heβs Lβs best friend. The only thing you have control over is you. Anger is destructive and corrosive. Find a therapist and work on letting it go.
I honestly was happy when she died, at least it was over. I know that sounds awful, and I won't even be mad at the downvotes, but seriously, it was like finding some type of peace. I figure after a lot of extensive therapy, I will find it. I really hope OP doesn't let this person into her life.
Itβs time to talk about all of this with a therapist and not Reddit. I get it. Heβs Lβs best friend. The only thing you have control over is you. Anger is destructive and corrosive. Find a therapist and work on letting it go.
I honestly was happy when she died, at least it was over. I know that sounds awful, and I won't even be mad at the downvotes, but seriously, it was like finding some type of peace. I figure after a lot of extensive therapy, I will find it. I really hope OP doesn't let this person into her life.