![](/cs/camsoda2500.jpg")
0 views
Press right there to start video or
Room for live! sex video chat sm-Yingzi
Model from:
Languages: zh
Birth Date: 1998-06-13
Body Type: bodyTypeAverage
Ethnicity: ethnicityAsian
Hair color:
Eyes color:
Subculture:
Date: April 11, 2023
You can't want to change for other people. You have to want to change for yourself. You have the be the reason you want to change. The motivation has to be internal. I suggest seeing a doctor. Quitting an addiction is NOT something you should be doing without medical care! The withdrawals can cause a lot of issues and you need to be monitored, especially as you have prescribed meds involved, too. See a doctor, see a therapist. I don't know your financial situation, but a lot of addiction and behavioral health clinics have sliding scales and willing to work with people who don't have insurance if this is in the US.
But it has to be you that wants this for yourself. It can't be for any other reason.
I’m feeling so unhappy knowing that I can’t be as much of myself as I really want to be. I spoke to him a handful of times because Ofcourse I don’t want to be unhappy and he says he’s sorry and that he just doesn’t show emotion. and that wouldn’t be a problem at all if he Atleast allows me to feel excited. Like let ME show it. Telling me to calm down or stop when I’m clearly showing I’m excited, hurts and it does start to feel like I have to change my personality because someone I’m with is emotionless