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Model from: de
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Birth Date: 1996-10-30
Body Type: bodyTypeCurvy
Ethnicity: ethnicityWhite
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Date: March 30, 2023
Everyone deserves to be loved and with someone who is willing and ready to give them that. And the hardest thing in a relationship is to accept that no matter what you do, your partner is not emotionally there to give you what you deserve. It’s not always healthy to speculate about what your girlfriend may be feeling or meaning behind what she’s saying because the only person who will know the answer to that is your girlfriend.
(3/3) For the next week I felt horrible and the worst I have ever felt and I started to apply for jobs because I just wanted to leave and forget about it but also around the same time my manager started a chat and proposed a work night out, which is still yet to happen as of writing this, and I said I would go and so did she which kinda made me reconsider going but I decided I would just say yes and decide if I actually wanted to closer to the date. Anyway the time came for us to be in on the same day again and to my complete surprise I got the same message I had got the last few months asking me to come in early. I didn’t know if I should but I decided to go in anyway and we chilled and talked just as we did the last few months. No mention at all of what happened less than 2 weeks earlier and it didn’t feel awkward at all we just acted like it didn’t happen and she asked me to do a duet with her on the night out as our manager has booked a karaoke room for us all. And when she left she asked me to message her when she got home which I did but after she left it sank in how much I hated pretending I never told her I liked her and feeling like there was so much I never got to explain or tell her and messaging her felt wrong because I knew she was with Scott at that moment and I doubt he knows about me so it felt wrong, especially since we was taking about stupid stuff nothing important just chatting. Since then we have had another 2 shifts together when we stayed and talked, still no mention at all of what I said, but now all of a sudden she is talking about her bf a lot and calling him by name and it’s killing me to sit there listening to it especially since the things she is saying are life long plans like how they are looking at houses together and that is where I am at the minute. I know when we go out she will be with me all night dancing with me and wanting me to do a karaoke duet with her and I have never been more torn on what to do in my life. I legitimately don’t know if she likes me, is playing me, doesn’t care either way and just does things with me because I’m there or just really wants me as a friend. I don’t know if I can be there for her as the last one and I don’t know if I should try telling her again how I feel but properly this time or to back off and just leave, I don’t know if I should even go to this party or just say I can’t go and back out. Any advice will really help, thank you.
I mean, asking why she finds everything you do so annoying is probably a good place to start.